Friday, June 03, 2005

leavin' on a jet plane

I start my journey home this afternoon. As anxious as I am to see Steph, I also know that going home means moving on. I've been hiding in this safe cocoon these last couple of weeks, where reality is a dream interrupted by the occasional nightmare. I know going home will be the opposite. I also know that eventually it will even out, but for now I'm dreading the idea of saying goodbye to Dad and going home and getting on with the business of living. I'm dreading the first exciting thing that will happen and I won't be able to call Mom and tell her about it.

See you on the other side...

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